Monday 1 September 2014

Time Out

Right now, I'm having a time out. Granted, its only because the person I'm time outing from is on holiday, but that's missing the point. Sometimes a relationship can be so good that you miss the little warning signs. Spending time with someone who makes you happy feels good and you want to spend more and more time with them. Before you know it, there's not a day goes by that you haven't met, talked or emailed each other.

Then you realize that this is more than just being friends. And that's when you need the time out.

That's when reality hits.

That's when you have to take a breath. Make a choice, and know that whatever you choose, nothing will be the same from this point forward.

You


Do you know how much I love you?
do you even care that I'm losing sleep
because of you. 
do you know that I dream of you
too much thinking about you.
if there are things I'm not 
supposed to do, I guess obsessing
about you would be one of those.
do you know that I have fallen
out of love with my wife 
because of you. 
do you know that I dream of you

too many thoughts of you.
if there were just two things my 
brain was allowed to think, thinking
about you would be one of those.

Jamie Lloyd
Sept 2014